I'm almost numb inside. I dont feel like I can do anything good in his eyes. can't cry snd I can't scream . God led the Israelites through the wilderness for forty years testing them the whole time. I also felt extremely weepy and irritable.
I hope he finds some peace. As I look back over the last forty years I can see that I also have been in a test.
My AH is currently going to meetings and all the good things somebody should be doing but is still in strong manipulation mode. Making things doubly worse, I got banned a short while back from another forum on which I was very popular, well-liked, and well-known. I have been thinking alot about acceptance. I know he's hurt me in alot of ways. I plan on reading it a few times more. Discover who you are, not who you think you should be. Today as I find myself several years into recovery, I know that I need to be truly grateful for my testing in the wilderness of life.
My AH is currently going to meetings and all the good things somebody should be doing but is still in strong manipulation mode.
Shouldnt he be happy for me? He said he would call when he lands.
The fairy tales are translated into Spanish, Portuguese, Korean, Japanese, Greek, Russian and Dutch by computer translation. it'd be much easier if I was mad at him, but I'm not. Second, the trials were given to test the Israelites, so they could demonstrate what was really in their hearts.
Pay attention to what grabs your heart, what interests you. I can look back over the past forty years and see where time and time again I was led into the wilderness for testing. BAAAAAAD idea for an otherwise intelligent person.
My AH is currently going to meetings and all the good things somebody should be doing but is still in strong manipulation mode.
Pay attention to what grabs your heart, what interests you.
Without the tests and having to swim upstream, I would have floated away just like a dead fish. Discover who you are, not who you think you should be.
Making things doubly worse, I got banned a short while back from another forum on which I was very popular, well-liked, and well-known. The police also took all his guns and suspended any hunting licenses. As a result I grew, gained wisdom and knowledge, and had the experience to pass the test if needed to again.
Is this just part of detaching from an A?
Second, the trials were given to test the Israelites, so they could demonstrate what was really in their hearts.